Your Sister Mine

So you have a sister
Works at Wal-Mart –
The oft-ridiculed ‘greeter’
Makes people smile
Forgetting their troubles
Walking in
But not out –
When the yellow smiley
Icon becomes a badge
Empowering her
To check receipts
Against purchases
She complains to you
Of her knees
As she dines on
KFC in the few moments
She has left before sleep
The cuter sister
Who wanted so much
Much more from life
So much – as long as
Much didn’t include
You or your like
“I don’t want to be like anybody else”
And so she isn’t – at all costs
She is unique –
Within the family anyway
She is able to hide from her disdain
For you
When she complains of her life
Compared to the abundance of love
She says she has
For you
And the abundance
Of things yours
This has been her lash
Skillfully applied
No pain
As you whip out your
Checkbook
You consider the amount
As her “miss goody, goody”
Taunt rings in your head
You were never close
Resentment then guilt
Ties you to the mast
Of a chromosomal
Sharedness and
The fear that neither
Of you is different
How could that be?
Her world is bought
And paid for
With her greetings
Her gray smile that wanted more
Her hands that
Replace the ‘go-backs’
The same fingers that tremble
Around the rigid paycheck
That won’t stretch through
The one bedroom apartment
Off the strip
To next month’s untenable rent
You find the line
Enter the amount
That allows the roof
That covers her grief